My 2015

Ahhh how do I start?

2015 is a REALLY tough year for me. I would say it’s the toughest one yet.

On happier things first. I’m glad my family members are healthy. Now dad, if only you can quit smoking!!! Really man. It breaks my heart to see you gambling your life away. I also appreciated the time we spent on our triple family vacations, although on some days things may not be rosy. Weekly grocery shopping is now my thing as I cook more at home. Because of that, I’m more price and quality conscious. Mostly I cook healthy dishes and make salad and juice. Oh yeah! On exercise… well, I think I’m less lazy compare to last year but still have a loooooong way to go.

Now the unlucky stuffs…

Bad things started to happen from mid year and lasted until year end. First, I found myself in the hospital. I’m so glad I have the support of my family during this difficult period. Then I got back to work and found out about the non-existent hospitalization leave. Wow.

I also realized my negative thinking is worse than last year. I tried to be positive but you know what? Minds can wander without you realizing it. Subconsciousness!!!

In October the love of my life, my furry super kwai golden retriever, Chester passed away. πŸ˜₯ Part of me think I killed my dog because of karma and my negative thinking. And yet part of me think it’s his time to leave me. Lots of regrets on what I should have done on that fateful day. I know I can’t change the past. I’ll take this experience as Chester’s last lesson to me. Miss him terribly. πŸ’“

Few weeks later I received more bad news. I thought that’s the end of my bad luck. But nope. I succumbed into deep webs of unhappiness-stress-depression-etc. Thankfully I’m slowly bouncing back. ✌️

I need to taste the sweetness of life again.

I want to taste the sweetness of life again and keep it that way forever. *thanks Oh My Venus

I believe all this trials will only make me stronger.

So come on 2016. I’m ready for you!

p/s: Happiness starts with me. Remember that, Amy.

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  • Reply Benny December 30, 2015 at 11:23 pm

    And you’ll know what I’ll comment… JIAYOU!

  • Reply keeyit January 4, 2016 at 8:05 am

    Tough is gone, BRIGHT and SHINE in 2016.
    Take care, Che-Cheh….

    • Reply Che-Cheh January 4, 2016 at 11:53 am

      Thank you Keeyit. Happy New Year!

  • Reply Togo Tagar & Gamby January 5, 2016 at 7:11 pm

    Wish you a better 2016. Now you have an angel Chester on your shoulder, looking out for you.
    Looking forward to reading your My 2016 post in a year’s time.

    All the best!

    • Reply Che-Cheh January 6, 2016 at 9:33 am

      Thank you. That’s right I have angel Chester. πŸ™‚
      Happy New Year to you and your family. Virtual hugs to your three furry huskies.

  • Reply Dawn January 8, 2016 at 12:48 am

    Let us all look towards a brighter, healthier and happier 2016. Let bygones be bygones….and like you, I’m trying to think all things positive.

    • Reply Che-Cheh January 8, 2016 at 9:04 am

      Hi Dawn, let’s move to the positive side of thoughts. I know we both can do it. I’m currently counting how many negative thoughts I’ve had since Jan 1st… the number is around 32. LOL At least I don’t let the negative thoughts continue on. Once I counted it, I emptied my thoughts.

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