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Amy, you’re doing good this year. So carry on.
Some little roadblocks won’t hurt because you know what to do now. You’re growing more and more!

I’m excited to say that my 2013 fair better than 2012. One major event happened to me this year with me being hospitalized for the first time in my life! That show how unexpected life can be. Tell you what, I felt like I was doing my time in jail. 5 long nights in the jail was difficult time. I couldn’t sleep and I lost lots of weight. It’s not that I become more ill. I guess home sickness and the desire to be with my loved ones make it worst.

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First thing first, give myself a BIG pat on the back.
Amy, you’re doing alright so far. So keep moving forward.

My 2012 is indeed better than 2011. I’m much healthier and stronger (spiritually and physically). 2012 is a year which I challenged through a couple of stormy events. They are my Achilles’ heels which were developed unconsciously over the years. Overcoming ‘that’ biggest fear is the highlight of my 2012. Sorry can’t say what it is. And although ‘that’ fear might come again one day, I know I am ready for it. Acceptance.

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When I said 2009 went by like a super sonic jet and 2010 was beyond that, I thought 2011 will sail pass even crazily faster. BUT thank GOD I managed to ‘slow down’ the time as in trying to live my life to the fullest. Hey life is a journey!

I have many bad days (who doesn’t right?) and am still learning how to cope with them. Thanks to the guidance I found through a very good author, I now know I’m not alone. Key words: relax, no fear, worry less, exercise more!

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If 2009 went past like a super sonic jet, then 2010 is beyond that. I felt like I’ve just started my 2010 and yet… hey look… IT’S DECEMBER already! Knock knock where is my January, February, March… ?

I sat and ponder. I now realized why the days, months went by so fast. It’s because I’m NOT living my life! Come on Amy! Where is the cheery you? Where is the sunny you?

Ok, enough for all that.

My best day in 2010 was 2 days ago. My mom was cleaning my room and she found my long lost earring! Wohooo 🙂 All these while I was wearing 1 earring only. Kekeke Nothing remarkable just that I’m a klutz and I always lose my earring but I always find it after that but not this last time. So it was the highlight of my 2010. Haha

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Wow only 21 days left of 2009. This must be the ‘fastest’ year for me. Everything went by like a super sonic jet… without pause. There’s so much I want to do but end up doing none and half-heartedly. Perhaps what I need is more ME time and prioritization. Yes that’s it!

I’m still at the path I took mid of 2008 but in term of emotions I failed myself. I’m becoming a fearful person. That’s not what I want to be in 2010. That’s not what I want to be tomorrow. And the negativity emanate from my surrounding is not helping either. 2009 is also a healing year… still not getting any stronger. Jia you!

I’m pondering 2009 today because I know I don’t have to wait 2010 to start anew.

Everyday is a new day. 🙂

I hope you all have had a terrific 2009.

CHEERS!!!!!

p/s: there’s no such thing as new year resolution!